While I am writing this entry, I am in a middle of texting with a girl friend of mine who keeps bugging me about her bad luck with guys.
Trust me you don’t want to be me when it comes to dealing with her never ending story about her then boyfriend that she just couldn’t get over with, this guy, that guy and many others.
I don’t know about you, but some people just seem to be desperately in need of a companion, more precisely a boyfriend and girlfriend, just like this one friend of mine I am talking about here.
She is too afraid to be some old unmarried “girl”, having no one to marry her.
I told her so many times that she is pretty. There is nothing she needs to be afraid of because one day, Mr. RIGHT will just come to her.
She just wouldn’t listen to me. She just won’t.
And here she is, bugging me with all sorts of “am I not pretty enough that no one wants me” kind of questions.
This is how I look at this.
I believe in LOVE. I do.
But you can’t force love. In other words, you can’t just simply ask people to love you and force yourself to love someone.
This has started to sounds mushy mushy which I find geli sometimes. Hehe
But seriously, that’s how I look at it. You cannot rush when it comes to this.
I strongly believe it takes quite some time for you to really know someone before you make a decision that “Oh yeah, he/she is the one for me”
And……..it takes two to tango.
There’s no point for you to love someone if the other party just has no that same feeling towards you.
That’s what love relationship is all about to me.
And as for me, I am still searching.
I made mistakes before.
I really liked a girl before and I somehow knew she had almost the same feelings too.
But I didn’t have the guts to tell her that I loved her.
Yeah, call me a pussy or whatever but yes, I did love her.
I even made her a special video which I didn’t get to give her.
Funny right? But yes, I can be very romantic. Aaaaah!!
And now, she is someone’s better significant half.
Perhaps I am just not ready.
But I do have the same feelings like other normal people, to LOVE and to be LOVED.
It’s just a matter of time.
It is hard for me cos’ LOVE is not for you to play around with.
And my trust, my love are not something that I hand out so easily to just simply anyone.
Maybe, I will someday find someone who really loves me like how I will love her too.
In the meantime, let me just enjoy the rest of my teenage youth life, learn more about life,
experience and see the world.
My advice to all desperados out there, relax. The time will come for you to find someone meant and destined to be with you for your entire life.
I think this is getting too cintan cintun.
I better stop now.
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