Thursday, April 22, 2010
Online and updating myself with the world!!!
Tuesday, April 20, 2010
Opening the twitter page and.....
Maybe most BB users have known about this and I am so backward and yesterday but whatever.
It is damn cool!!
I guess I no longer need Ubertiwtter, do I?
Naah, I will just keep it on my BB.
So, all I need now is BIS (Blackberry Internet Service) from Maxis.
Everything will work well once I subscribe that BIS thingy.
Money money money!
He was the lead singer of a popular band called Spin.
He died in an accident two days ago.
What I wanna share here is a story happened the day before his tragic death.
I was at home with my sister watching the "Gah1" show which he was on right before the accident.
I honestly had never really wathced that show before but out of the blue, I actually watched it with my sister.
And I actually followed the show, the interview they had with Achik on that show.
And I did watch him singing at the end of the show too.
The next day on sunday while waiting for my bus at the bus station, I came across the news headline on Kosmo newspaper which said "Achik Spin meninggal kemalangan".
I was really in disbelief as I just saw him on tv the day before.
I immediately texted my sister to inform her about it and she had also read the newspaper.
What I wanna say is that, it is really sudden and shocking to me.
I just saw him on the show the day before and the next thing I know the next morning, he is dead.
It was a live show and just imagine.
It is as if i just encountered with him though.
Although I don't really know him personally, but it is really sad.
Condolences to his entire family for the great loss.
Not feeling happy with the kind of situation I am in at this moment in time.
Greatly bcause the exam mode is on.
I guess everyone is now feeling the heat and pressure from the coming exam.
And I am feeling it too.
I think that I am in the worst condition.
I am anxious, worried and everyhing.
I feel like throwing up.
Is it because I put too much expectations on myself?
Is it so?
Maybe I am too afraid that I may not be able to get and strive for what I am hoping for this semester?
There is too much going on in my mind and it is definitely not good.
With a lot of thngs to read and cover for the exam.
Blah blah blah.
I ams sorry.
I think I have finished reading them but I am still worried.
What is wrong with me??
Monday, April 19, 2010
Next thing I know...
My inbox is loaded with 272 e-mails and notifications.
Lazy to check....
Thursday, April 8, 2010
Finals will start next week. It's crunch time again in UPM.
All the best to all!!!
This is the best part of all.
I am going back home tomorrow.
Finals will only start on the 21st.
So we have a huge gap before the first paper starts.
Going to be home for 5-6 days. So happy!!
I will see you guys next week once I am back in the campus.
It was held from the April 2nd until April 4th.
At least I think it is so.
I have finished all my assignments and today is supposedly the last day of lectures for this semester.
Though I know the ending of this semester will mark the return of something awful, but I gotta say that I am soooooo relieved this semester is ending soon.
Despite the coming finals in another two weeks from now, I consider that as alright because I don't seem to be able to cope up with any more works or assignments this semester.
I don't know whether it is only me or is it that this semester is the semester which I find most hectic and crazy semester?
I don't know but that is how it looks to me.
But thank God everything is over now.
Oops! I guess not to some of my friends.
Some are still struggling to finish some of the assignments.
Oh I feel so damn lucky to in a group with the group members who are damn cool and awesome.
And with the ending of this semester, it marks a new beginning, ooo,sorry, the return of something else.
I guess let's just put that aside first.
I think too much of that!!
Tuesday, April 6, 2010
the ones who truly really love you for who you are,
the ones who take you as who you are,
the ones who truly know you as who you are,
the ones who believe in you for who you are,
the ones who never bore to care for you no matter who you are,
the ones who never change their evrey bit of love, care, beliefs and faith in you for who you are,
and despite the fact of how much you have changed from who you truly really are,
these ones are forver with you.
A phone call or even a text message will defintely warm their hearts.
To my loved ones, from now on, I will never abandon every single one of you.
That's my promise.
How enough is enough?
I always find that things are just not enough for me.
Be it money, my results in examinations, the things I have, and so on.
I always like to compare what I have with others?
Is that normal?
That should not even be a question I guess.
Because comparing youslef with others will never do you good.
It causes more harm to me.
I admit that we have this term they call "kiasu" (sorry if the spelling is incorrect) and I believe it is not wrong to have that spirit of "kiasu" in you.
It is indeed needed especially when you talk about your performance in examinations, performance at work and things which are related to your jobs and assignements and stuffs like that because it will definitely drive you to strive and work harder to perfrom the best you can.
But in my case, it is different and I guess I have reached to a point where I do not know what I really want for myself.
It is sad because I am somehow driven by the influence of others and I am not ashamed of sharing this with people who might be reading my blog.
Because it bothers me.
It really does and I am losing the sense of who I really am, what I actually want for myself and what I really need to do for myself.
I need to put myself together and ask a lot of questions.
Or maybe I need to go seek help from the people who truly know me well.
Friday, April 2, 2010
And I bet you guys already know that i don;t normally have class on Friday because I am super brilliant in arranging my schedule and timetable for my classes.
But, today for the first time in this semester, I had a replacement class with one of my lecturers.
Bummer. Hate it because I had to wake up so early in the morning on a freaking Friday which I normally don't.
But, it was alright because I am always a good student who love attending classes (ahem ahem).
Anyway anyhoo, we were given surprises today.
A good one and a bad one though.
Let's start with the bad one though.
This week is supposed to be the 13th week and next week is going to be the last week here in the campus, which also suggests that finals is just around the corner and I don't like it!!
But, the lecturer whom I had the replacement class with today just gave us a shock of our life by giving us another assignment.
We were so shocked that I felt like dying (exaggerating).
But, thank God that it was a very simple one, i mean very simple!!
And o I really thank God for that because I could not help to have another heavy assignment to work on.
On another happier sunshine la la la in the morning glory, she also gave us a very interesting and great news too.
As you supposedly already know, I am becoming a teacher and there is this one conference this organization called MICELT is organizing this coming May which will be great conference to attend.
And guess what?
My classmates and I get to attend the conference for free!!!
Tell me it's real??
Yes. It is for real.
My seniors had the opportunity to attend the same conference in 2008 and now we get the same opportunity too.
It will be held in Melaka on May 11 to May 13th at Equatorial Hotel, Malacca and all our expenses; food, accommodation and so on will be covered by...I don't know who.
I guess it could probably be our faculty or whoever but I don't care.
What is important is that I get to go for free.
I will treat that conference in Melaka as a vacation.
It does not hurt to kill two birds with one stone if you can do so, right?
I am so looking forward to that.
But before that, let me remind you and myself that I have a battlefield to go down to.
Oh Lord! Please make it happen.
I need to get a 4.00 GPA this semester.
Wish me the best of luck!
Excuse me for now.
I have some work to do.
This semester ain't over yet bitch!!