Dreams are renewable. No matter what our age or condition, there are still untapped possibilities within us and new beauty waiting to be born.

-Dale Turner-

Wednesday, June 8, 2011

Rest in peace, Al-Fatihah

I couldn't believe that I would be so attached to my students in a very short period of time.

I was teaching in their school for hardly 3 months but it felt like I have been teaching them like forever.

I was lucky to get a such great school for my practicum and one of the things I liked best there was the cheer-leading squad. There are called Ignite All-Boys, and as the name suggests, yes, they are all-boys. Boys cheer-leading? Yes. And the girls squad has been in some way banned by the school.

Anyhoo, I didn't intend to talk about my involvement and participation in the cheer-leading squad (maybe in the next blogpost perhaps). However, I am here to write about one sad story about one of the cheerleaders, Aizat Akmal. He just passed away a couple of hours ago after being in a coma for over a week due to an accident involving him and the other two cheerleaders.

Just to cut the story short, he had a concussion in his head which apparently was bad and after an operation, he still couldn't get up and be in a conscious state of mind. So today, 8th of June, is the day where he leaves us all.

I was not really close to him throughout my involvement with the team but I knew him. He was the quite type and I remember the first time I met him in the library where I actually said Hi to him and asked him about the book he read. I thought he was a Chinese because he was reading some Chinese book or something but apparently he wasn't. That was my first encounter with him in the school until I got to know him from the cheer-leading team.

It is really sad. Really is. You left us a day before your birthday Kecik, 9th of June. That makes it even more sad. I am actually going to see all the boys on the 18th of June in KL for the Finals of S.O.X Drum and Dance competition which the group is taking part in. But he will not be there.

These kids are really close to me and they are close and dearest to my heart. I felt bad that I would not be able to visit him in the hospital for the very last time. I was not in JB. But I believe Allah loves him even more and He had a greater and bigger plan for him.

Everyone is mourning for the loss and all I can do now it to pray for him. I will always remember this kid. He was a great kid and may he rest in peace. May Allah bless him and his soul. Rest in peace, Kecik. :'(


 p/s: Happy Birthday Kecik. Happy Birthday.


I love looking at beautiful sights and views.

This is one of the beautiful scenery that really took my breath away.

And it was taken at my hostel at dawn.

Imagine you are lying down by the beach with you loved ones and talking and staring at this beautiful moon.

Oooo,so lovely. I am in love!

Nature always fascinates me.  <3


Friday, June 3, 2011

Everyday M Shufflin'!

I am into shufflin' now!

But I just can't do it!

I need someone to teach me how to because the shuffling' in this music video of LMFAO's Party Rock Anthem looks uber cool I wanna do it too!

I was really impressed with my student's showcase of their shufflin' skill during the Teacher's day celebration a couple of week ago that I wanna try it too!

Please somebody teach me how to do it!

Or am I just too old too late for all this?

It's okay, if that's so, then I will just enjoy and pretend I am shuffling in my own little imagination!


Modelling aint that easy!

I now know why I am going to be a teacher instead of a model.

And to those of you who are still aspiring to be a model, I am not saying you can't.

Yes, you can and modelling probably suits you alright.

But it surely is not my thing.

I simply cannot be a model!

It's difficult, I tell you.

How would I know? Did I just model for CK or Emporio Armani?

That's just too ambitious. TOPMAN perhaps?

No! Hell NO! I would have told the whole entire world if I get that opportunity! daaaa

What exactly went down was, on the very last Sunday I was in college, my friends and I went out for some outing. We went to Istana Garden which I was dying to go and man, it was beautiful there.

What happened was they decided to have sorta a little photo shoot and I happened to be one of the models.

It was really embarrassing because there were loads of people there.

But I had to toughen myself up, thinking that "This is how a real model works, so I'm gonna do it like how it's done." Hahaha.

My two other friends were like professional models, striking their poses and I was like this little tiny "I'm so shy but I wanna be a model" model. Hahaha.

And Mr. Cameraman kept commenting that my face was emotionless that I kept giving the same expression in almost all pictures he snapped! That was awful! Argh!

From that moment, I know I am not model material and America's Next Top Model ain't no easy as I thought it was!

Wonder how my awful photos look like? Ok, don't say I didn't warn you that they are awful and you may just laugh your ass off if you want and worst yet, barf! hahahahaha

They are not that bad, right? Please tell me it is so! Arghhh

I have come to a realization that modeling ain't really my thing and I am just gonna stick to what I do best. Hahahaha

And to all model wannabes, I wish you all the best. You guys must indeed have some abso-fabu-lutely awesome skills in modelling! All the best! 

Oh  yeah, before I forget, I am FAT!

YES, I AM! *hates*



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