Rest in peace, Al-Fatihah

I couldn't believe that I would be so attached to my students in a very short period of time.

I was teaching in their school for hardly 3 months but it felt like I have been teaching them like forever.

I was lucky to get a such great school for my practicum and one of the things I liked best there was the cheer-leading squad. There are called Ignite All-Boys, and as the name suggests, yes, they are all-boys. Boys cheer-leading? Yes. And the girls squad has been in some way banned by the school.

Anyhoo, I didn't intend to talk about my involvement and participation in the cheer-leading squad (maybe in the next blogpost perhaps). However, I am here to write about one sad story about one of the cheerleaders, Aizat Akmal. He just passed away a couple of hours ago after being in a coma for over a week due to an accident involving him and the other two cheerleaders.

Just to cut the story short, he had a concussion in his head which apparently was bad and after an operation, he still couldn't get up and be in a conscious state of mind. So today, 8th of June, is the day where he leaves us all.

I was not really close to him throughout my involvement with the team but I knew him. He was the quite type and I remember the first time I met him in the library where I actually said Hi to him and asked him about the book he read. I thought he was a Chinese because he was reading some Chinese book or something but apparently he wasn't. That was my first encounter with him in the school until I got to know him from the cheer-leading team.

It is really sad. Really is. You left us a day before your birthday Kecik, 9th of June. That makes it even more sad. I am actually going to see all the boys on the 18th of June in KL for the Finals of S.O.X Drum and Dance competition which the group is taking part in. But he will not be there.

These kids are really close to me and they are close and dearest to my heart. I felt bad that I would not be able to visit him in the hospital for the very last time. I was not in JB. But I believe Allah loves him even more and He had a greater and bigger plan for him.

Everyone is mourning for the loss and all I can do now it to pray for him. I will always remember this kid. He was a great kid and may he rest in peace. May Allah bless him and his soul. Rest in peace, Kecik. :'(

 Al-Fatihah

 p/s: Happy Birthday Kecik. Happy Birthday.

Twilight

I love looking at beautiful sights and views.

This is one of the beautiful scenery that really took my breath away.

And it was taken at my hostel at dawn.

Imagine you are lying down by the beach with you loved ones and talking and staring at this beautiful moon.

Oooo,so lovely. I am in love!

Nature always fascinates me.  <3

Toodles!

Everyday M Shufflin'!

I am into shufflin' now!

But I just can't do it!

I need someone to teach me how to because the shuffling' in this music video of LMFAO's Party Rock Anthem looks uber cool I wanna do it too!



I was really impressed with my student's showcase of their shufflin' skill during the Teacher's day celebration a couple of week ago that I wanna try it too!



Please somebody teach me how to do it!

Or am I just too old too late for all this?

It's okay, if that's so, then I will just enjoy and pretend I am shuffling in my own little imagination!

Toodles!

Modelling aint that easy!

I now know why I am going to be a teacher instead of a model.

And to those of you who are still aspiring to be a model, I am not saying you can't.

Yes, you can and modelling probably suits you alright.

But it surely is not my thing.

I simply cannot be a model!

It's difficult, I tell you.

How would I know? Did I just model for CK or Emporio Armani?

That's just too ambitious. TOPMAN perhaps?

No! Hell NO! I would have told the whole entire world if I get that opportunity! daaaa

What exactly went down was, on the very last Sunday I was in college, my friends and I went out for some outing. We went to Istana Garden which I was dying to go and man, it was beautiful there.

What happened was they decided to have sorta a little photo shoot and I happened to be one of the models.

It was really embarrassing because there were loads of people there.

But I had to toughen myself up, thinking that "This is how a real model works, so I'm gonna do it like how it's done." Hahaha.

My two other friends were like professional models, striking their poses and I was like this little tiny "I'm so shy but I wanna be a model" model. Hahaha.

And Mr. Cameraman kept commenting that my face was emotionless that I kept giving the same expression in almost all pictures he snapped! That was awful! Argh!

From that moment, I know I am not model material and America's Next Top Model ain't no easy as I thought it was!

Wonder how my awful photos look like? Ok, don't say I didn't warn you that they are awful and you may just laugh your ass off if you want and worst yet, barf! hahahahaha

They are not that bad, right? Please tell me it is so! Arghhh

I have come to a realization that modeling ain't really my thing and I am just gonna stick to what I do best. Hahahaha

And to all model wannabes, I wish you all the best. You guys must indeed have some abso-fabu-lutely awesome skills in modelling! All the best! 

Oh  yeah, before I forget, I am FAT!

YES, I AM! *hates*

Whateves!

Toodles!

Yes, I survived!

Y'all should already know by now that I am a teacher-to-be.

For the past 3 months, I have been really busy undergoing my teaching practice, hence the lack of updates.

Now, everything is over.

How did I fare? Did I enjoy myself in school or did I end up punching my students? Hahahaha.

Of course the answer is YES! I mean, NO,  I did NOT punch any of my students.

YES, I enjoyed being in school for the 3 months there. Had a blast and wonderful time at the school. The students were real awesome and they were really nice to me. The teachers were friendly and awesome too although some were not. Heck. With countless kilometers-long lesson plans and stuffs I had to do,again, who knew I would survive the 3-month practicum, right?

Will I make an awesome teacher? I don't know because teaching practice/praticum ain't nothing like the real teaching. Practicum teachers ain't nothing like the real-working teachers. That's what I know for sure.

So, this coming July will be the most anticipated awaited month ever as I will find out where I would be posted in. I will keep praying and hoping and wishing that I will be posted somewhere near my house. That's what I wish for.

So, let's together patiently wait for July to come. But before that, I will enjoy my over a month holiday before the real working begins for me.

And if you wonder how I look like as a teacher. this one is for you!

LOL!

Toodles!

The long 6 years is actually over...

I remember when I first started my studies at IPGKTI. That was 6 years ago and it was MPTI back then. I was complaining and grumbling over the fact that I had to go through 6 long years just to get myself a degree. And now, it's actually over.

So much went on, I went through so many things, ups and downs, thick and thin, everything. Be it in IPGKTI or UPM, I would never ask for anything better. I have grown up so much in these 6 years with all my friends and course-mates. It was probably one of the best phases in my life. I would never ask for more and I would not also ask to be doing it all over again because I know it's never going to happen. But I am truly blessed and I am lucky to have known some special people in my life. There are so many of them that I cannot list their names here. But you always know who you are. <3

There are so many different memories. The good ones or the so-not-interesting I had throughout the 6 years. The beautiful memories ones are just so many and they are the ones I am going to miss so much. You know, the little things like going out with friends for dinner or lunch, hanging out at night market, spending time,hours and hours talking and chatting away, these are the things I am going to miss doing. I may not get to do these things over again.

I have no much words to say about this anymore. One thing I know for sure, this is not the end, this is just the beginning of something better and bigger for me. Bigger responsibilities and better life perhaps. I am moving into another chapter of life. I don't know what future holds for me, but I will always pray, hope and wish for the best for me and my family.

And to all friends and acquaintances I got to know throughout these 6 years, I am going to miss all of you although there are some course-mates I wish I did not even know and I would not even want to remember especially those closest and dearest to me. You all know you will always be in my heart.

Till then.

Toodles!

What say you?

For those who are the invited readers of my blog,y'all know that my blog has been privatized since a while ago, almost a year has it been.
I have been thinking of making it public again for all family, friends and acquaintances to read.
As my years of studies are coming to an end in just a few weeks from now, I think I should consider to "unlock" this humble blog of mine.
But, I am still contemplating. Should I or should I? What say y'all? Drop your comments okay! (^_^)v

Toodles!

It's me, MAYBE...

Was on Twitter earlier and found this Zodiac sort of thing on Mus' blog.

OKTOBER

suka sembang 

suka org yg sayang padanya.

suka ambil jln tengah

sangat menawan & sopan santun kecantikan luar & dalam

tidak pandai berbohong & berpura-pura

mudah rasa simpati,

baik pentingkan kawan

sentiasa berkawan

hatinya mudah terusik tetapi merajuknya tak lama

cepat marah macam pentingkan diri sendiri

tidak menolong org kecuali diminta

suka melihat dari perspektifnya sendiri

tidak suka terima pandangan org lain 

emosi yg mudah terusik

suka berangan & pandai bercakap

emosi yg kelam kabut

daya firasat yg sangat kuat (terutamanya perempuan)

suka melancong

bidang sastera & seni 

pengasih ,penyayang & lemah lembut 

romantik dlm percintaan

mudah terusik hati & cemburu

ambil berat tentang org lain

suka kegiatan luar

org yg adil

boros

mudah dipengaruhi persekitaran

mudah patah semangat



All mentoned above sorta closely describe me especially those in bold. . But, it's just a zodiac thing. Whateves.

Toodles!

Hello...Goodbye...

For the past few days,I've been updating my Facebook status regularly, more often than how I did before.
And some of friends noticed that and were kinda baffled with what I did.
They were asking me whether I was fine or not.
I guess I am just fine.
Something is probaby bothering me but I know I shouldn't play around too much with my emotion.

Is it because of my practicum?
Hell NO!
I am enjoying it, although it can get to you sometimes.
But what is it?
Blegh, I don't know.

I need to go and layan my perasaan now.

Till then...

Toodles!

Anna Wintour does wear jeans

After all, she is just one of us. A normal human being.

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That's all.

Toodles!